"Are people so unhappy when they love?"
"Yes, when they love and are unsure of being loved in return . . ."
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cheesecakes are my favorite.
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21.3.03
well. i'm going to florida tomorrow.
11:41 PM
20.3.03
i'm sitting here listening to the news on my computer. this is scary. i have no idea what's going on. all i know is "we're at war." but i have to go upstairs and make breakfast because it's my job.
7:26 AM
15.3.03
sometimes, if i just look at the computer screen and don't see what's around me, i can imagine that what's around me is something close and cozy. something homey. not a huge, cold basement. this house isn't home yet.
i am a tired one.
11:20 PM
14.3.03
bring me to life
evanescence
how can you see into my eyes
like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb
without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back
home
(wake me up) wake me up inside
(i can't wake up) wake me up inside
(save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up) bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up) before I come undone
(save me) save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring Me To Life
(wake me up) wake me up inside
(i can't wake up) wake me up inside
(save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up) bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up) before I come undone
(save me) save me from the nothing I've become
sring me to life
(i've been living a lie)
(there's nothing inside)
bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch
Without your love
darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time
i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought
without a voice
without a soul
(don't let me die here)
(you must be sacrificed)
bring me to life
(wake me up) wake me up inside
(i can't wake up) wake me up inside
(save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up) bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up) before I come undone
(save me) save me from the nothing I've become
bring me to life
(i've been living a lie)
(there's nothing inside)
bring me to life
3:31 PM
12.3.03
He Wasn't You
from On A Clear Day You Can See Forever
Why did my heart never yearn before?
Flame after flame never burn before?
He wasn't you.
He wasn't you.
Why did no arms seem like home before?
Why did my eyes always roam before?
What could I do?
He wasn't you.
He wasn't you and no vows ever chained me.
No, he wasn't you and goodbyes never pained me.
Now I know why every hope always faded so fast:
Only with you was I born to live;
Only to you have I love you to give,
Love that for all of a life time
will last.
8:25 AM
10.3.03
this has been by far the most pointless week in my entire existance.
8:29 AM
the instructions on a sleeve that held chopsticks.
Tuk under thurmb and held firmly.
Add second chcostick hold it as you hold a pencil
Hold tirst chopstick in originai position move the second one up and down Now you can pick up anything:
on the other side:
Welcome to Chinese Restaurant
Please try your Nice Chinese Food With Chopsticks
the traditional and typical of Chinese glonous history
and cultual.
BAMBOO CHOPSTICKS
PRODUCT OF CHINA
8:24 AM
my favorite piece of asheville literature is this little card that has a calendar on it. i think it's a month, but this calendar's dates don't quite correspond with our calendar's dates, for example, the first day of "Rhythmic Moon" falls on the thirteenth of december. each day has a symbol on it and each symbol means something. that something is on the back where you find the symbol for that day and it tells you what it means. down at the bottom of this calendar, it says:
6. Rhythmic LIzard Moon:
Rhythmic Lizard brings sixth moon of equality.
How can I extend my equality to thers?
Rhythmic Lizard balances equality.
Now my key rhythmic action is to organize.
i love it.
8:20 AM
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